Need some time, need some force, need my God. A dream walk to be true.
Amem.
I don’t know if it was right, if it was the right thing to do. To change, for to challenge for something, for get something. Forget something and, what I’ll have?
Everything has changed, but I still look for answers.
Sometimes I stop to read something, and I see that I don't write no more.
I feel like a dream becoming impossible.
I just want to thank you for every time you leave every things to help-me keep a smile on my face. It's all I want to give for you.
I love you.
Yesterday I was with my girlfriend, talking to her, talking about beautiful things, real and improbable. Smiles, kisses and hugs were there, between us. Behind we can listen a voice that says a history, like a book, our book of our history. Wonderful moments like we don’t have in months, and all this yesterday.
It don’t have nothings with fairies, and I don’t believe in mythical beings. But I believe in it’s histories.
The people don't know when they hurt, and they do not know when they cure. The people don't know when they can change things, but when they know or don't, they change. I just want someone who know how cure and how change things. All things inside me.
All I want today is, a simple way to go for far far way, never land, etc.
If I cry now, if I cry alone over here, seeing what hurts me. What scary frightens me. What I don't want to me, to her, to us.
If I cry right now, alone, over here. Somebody will listen me, and, she will be this people?
If I think in she I'm smiling. If I think in me, I cry.
I'm so quiet now. No words, no song, nobody. Just I and my thoughts. I'm really trying to say something now, but all this time leave my words. And my worlds.
So, I keep waiting, so quiet.
In my mind, one idea only live when it have a look, and it only have a good life when I look and smile. When one idea don't have nothing like this, it just don't live, it's just one idea.